I would say it is time to move on Sn. You wanted what you wanted back and he did not. Respect that. Now, you can think about what you LIKED about him and wanted with him and find someone REAL who is that kind of person now. I pulled a card for you and got 9 of pentacles reversed, you are just lonely and thinking about what might have been, but it never was going to be and can't be now. Move on and find someone real.
Hello, dear. Cards suggest he may get in contact with you, although he has a huge ego, there is a chance to be in touch in the next few weeks, he is pragmatic and stubborn so it's not necessarily a love meeting but may be through something he likes to boost, if you like this type of personality you are likely to attract him again into your life. Hope you're fine, blessings.
Tarot reveals fear and insecurity about another perhaps involved ( a third person) that you are dependent or rely on or who depends on you. There seems to be an older, maybe not so nice man in the picture who may be preventing you or him of letting everyone know about the relationship. You seem to go round and round with this man, and he is a strong force of doing what he feels is the right thing. This is what needs to be delt with before you make another move toward your love.